Dear Luvlee,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2026his darkness was attracted to my bright light and while I was hoping that that light would be enough to brighten his light-his darkness was reaching out to my darkness, my shadow\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Whispering pain into my heart, his darkness reaching out to my own\u2026”Drown with me and we\u2019ll become one\u201d, \u201cit\u2019s safe down here\u201d, but it wasn\u2019t safe and I didn\u2019t want to drown.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n The walls and boundaries he made whenever he became too vulnerable or too attached, was like little stings of hurt brewing into holes of insecurities that would be later realized in future relationships or potential relationships. <\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n He\u2019s not him, I remind myself, when the both familiar and unfamiliar taste of fear comes along. The feeling of uncertainty driving me into a wicked spiral of fuck offs and I don\u2019t need this.<\/em> <\/p>\n\n\n\n He\u2019s not him, I remind myself when the pace seems slow, but the movement in my mind has moved so fast that my heart hasn\u2019t even had the chance to process-much. He\u2019s not him, he\u2019s not him, he\u2019s not him and I KNOW that he\u2019s nothing like him.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n I reached for my cards, \u201cguide me\u201d and the cards said \u201cyour emotions are running high, Surrender to the Divine, because Luck is your on side in this New romantic cycle that you are beginning\u201d.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Love Always,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Luvlee B\ud83d\udc95<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Dear Luvlee, \u2026his darkness was attracted to my bright light and while I was hoping that that light would be enough to brighten his light-his darkness was reaching out to my darkness, my shadow\u2026 Whispering pain into my heart, his darkness reaching out to my own\u2026”Drown with me and we\u2019ll become one\u201d, \u201cit\u2019s safe down here\u201d, but it wasn\u2019t safe and I didn\u2019t want to drown. The walls and boundaries he made whenever he became too vulnerable or too attached, was like little stings of hurt brewing into holes of insecurities that would be later realized in future relationships or potential relationships. He\u2019s not him, I remind myself, when the both familiar and unfamiliar taste of fear comes along. The feeling of uncertainty driving me into a wicked spiral of fuck offs and I don\u2019t need this. He\u2019s not him, I remind myself when the pace seems slow, but the movement in my mind has moved so fast that my heart hasn\u2019t even had the chance to process-much. He\u2019s not him, he\u2019s not him, he\u2019s not him and I KNOW that he\u2019s nothing like him. I reached for my cards, \u201cguide me\u201d and the cards said \u201cyour emotions are running high, Surrender to the Divine, because Luck is your on side in this New romantic cycle that you are beginning\u201d. 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